Yay for end of semester. But exams are coming real soon! At least I don't have to be in school for the whole day and also lots of free time after lessons end! :D Still, I can't really sit down and concentrate for long.

Past 2 days were different. I ate a total of 6 different snack bars. Haha. Some were quite yummy so I think I'm going to get somemore later. I am going to check out Serangoon Gardens cold storage specialty to see if they have larabars.. Too lazy to go down all the way to Marketplace, plus I hate going downtown on weekends. I think I have been struck by some snack bar craze again I can just substitute 3 or 4 snackbars for a meal. Quite nice a change from the usual bread or rice..

Okkkk i have to go do my clin chem journal based learning now

Ok tests over and time to play. I am going to watch movies soon, haven't went to the cinema for a year already. Loser

Anyway, I plan to finish my report by Friday so I will be free on weekends. it is always in bits and pieces plus redo this recalculate that. so annoying i tell ya. This week will be quite slack i think. i am going to set aside more time for my books and tv.

also, i feel so tired after waking up. something is wrong. i wake up at times between 5am and 7am. do housework for 1h plus, sleep for 1h plus wake up do some work and sleep 1h plus again then all the way till 11 when i sleep again.

tell me its a good thing and i'm going to get taller.

Today I felt lazy. So I got a ride on my Dad's car, after he got back from night shift and I went to get some brunch (9am!) in my sleep wear.

This holiday went by so fast and school's starting in 5 days. Suddenly I think I will hate seeing xxx for annoying me. And also classmates and their child-like mannerisms and ways of thought. then there's tests and exams. But I shall bear with it for another 7 weeks and I will be out of school for a whole year. Man, I suddenly feel this rise of anger in me. I want to ask my principal if they can let me continue my diploma in Spain or Sweden.

I have been staying home most of the time. I find no purpose in hanging out since my girlfriends are always so busy with CCA and her own social life. But life's great for me at this moment and I like it. I have been thinking alot lately too. I don't want to have a regular job at all. I want to be a painter(part-time), a fashionista's personal assistant or even a really cool and professional photographer for models. But that photography thing came a little too late right? I don't want to photograph just about anything or everything, i want picture perfect people.

School has been badddd. Alot of rushed revisions. I managed to clear one load off and relax for a few days and things for this and next week are piling again. I hate this. I have other stuff to attend to so i doubt i'll be studying much this weekend. Shit, Im damn scared I'll fail my MST AND EXAMS.

But 3 week break is coming soon. I'll have more studyong time. I think travelling to school really saps me of all my energy (plus waste of time). even of i reach home at 5pm i am so tired i cant concentrate when reading notes. I even have to give up break time to mug in the library. I dont want to dedicate my whole poly life to just studyong only. up till now i cannot understand and memorise my clinical chemistry(ok most hated module) but i love my medical microbio. I am always so excited for MMIC lessons haha.

Hello no more maid = do housework and study = much less online time
I told my mum we shouldn't get a maid anymore. She said good, that way we save lots of $$$$ also. Yay, maybe I willget to go to further places for holidays, or more shopping haha.

I reached school at 8am today and found out that classes are cancelled all the way till 1. I'm going to be so bored sitting around in the library for 4 hours. Maybe I'll go out of school to get some stuff to eat later. School has been pretty manageable except that lots of extensive reading is required! Why is it that when I'm saving and planning to go to Spain that the swine flu thing has to start. I'll have to postpone it till next year or worse, after graduation. That's so longggggggg. I hate waiting.

Hello everyday I've been going out almost every single day. Haha but mostly to the library, park, supermart. hate shopping malls in singapore cause they're boring.

I went for a breadmaking class and it was so cool! like i made a french baguette and pumpkin bread. its actually quite simple, nothing like how complex books usually put it. and now i have also signed up for another different breadmaking class. I have been learning Spanish since hols started. Getting quite good at the conversation area already. Been asking for help from my neighbour too. She's so nice! but the grammar portion is still confusing. Gonna drill on it in school when I have long and absurd breaks like 3 hours. I hate the school.